OT - Between projects
It's an uncomfortable position for me to be in... “between†I'm not normally there. I'll probably start one this weekend. When I'm not working on a project? I somehow feel "incomplete..." I have a dozen options... And will probably work the Christ-mas song, as that's what's calling to me?
But I've been not recording for some time, and I fear it is affecting me in a bad way... When I'm not working on a project, I am less happy than I would be otherwise.
Like a dead animal on the side of the road being picked at by crows... Like a hot summer day, "with no breeze". Like a fat person on the beach who really should not have gone there "wearing that"... Like a headache in the morning, like bad gas that keeps coming and coming… Like a cramp, a stitch in your side?
I need to start and work on a new project…
It's like a mosquito buzzing around your face, that you can hear? But you can’t see? You keep swatting, swinging, slapping, but it’s still there.
Like a siren in the distance, is it getting closer? Farther? Where is it going? Like a noise in the house? Was it a mouse? Your spouse? Are you sauced? Could it be your boss? At the door? Ready to call you on the floor? Asking as always why you’re not giving more?
That song… It’s a voice in your head, a creek in your bed, it’s the thing you should have done “insteadâ€â€¦ That song, that project, the one you’re about to start.
post edited by robby - 2009/07/02 01:04:05