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2017/04/01 17:07:28 (permalink)

I gotta get something off my chest...

Before you read this: Please don't judge me... I'm just sharing my story because people asked...

Wow... okay, I wasn't sure if I was ever going to tell anyone about this, but it's late and I'm sleep deprived so i guess I'll just write it now and regret it in the morning :/

First of all, - just for some background: My mom died right when I was born, (she was actually really, really hot- but this isn't about her. I guess that's ****ed up to say, but whatever.) I actually grew up with my Mom's family, because my dad has all sorts of emotional issues and he bailed before I was born. So you can see, my childhood was really kind of messed up.

Anyways, growing up I feel like there was always a lot of distance between me and my sister. When I was about 17 or 18 I first noticed that my sister was a hottie.

I don't want to go into to many details about it, but basically what happened is that I accidentally found a video that she made of herself. I knew she didn't make it for me- but I thought she was so ****ing beautiful that I watched it twice. (probably would have watched it a hell of a lot more, except that like right around the time I found the video, all this crazy **** went down and I had to leave home. (My mom's family who I was staying with got in bad trouble with the law. I never talk about it).

Sooo... I was totally lusting after my sister at that point. She was also having bad trouble with the law. She was actually in custody when I left home.

My friend and I went to go pick her up. When I saw her that day, after seeing the video, I have to be honest, I just wanted to **** her brains out. Looking back on it now, it's pretty messed up- but I think she had feelings for me too. She actually kissed me right after we came to get her... and it wasn't a sisterly kiss, you know? I mean, it wasn't like ridiculously sexual or anything, but it definitely wasn't sisterly.

After we left, we all went to crash with my Sister's friends. On the trip there, my friend sort of implied that he wanted to get with my Sister, and I got a little jealous. He's a good looking guy- and even though she was my sister- I just felt like he was competition. Not much else happened between us for a while except some maybe-sexy hugging.

Pretty much everyone in my life at that point was wanted by the government, so we all moved around a lot. I'm not saying that I'm proud of it or anything, but it was kind of an awesome time.

My friend and my sister never hooked up I don't think- but I thought there was some serious sexual tension going on between them. It was around that time that I got really badly hurt in an accident. It was ****ed up. I almost died. But when I was in recovery my sister came to see me, and out of the clear blue sky she started gives me this awesome, slow, passionate kiss on the lips.

Sadly (although, I guess for the best) nothing ever came of it. We spent some time apart... and I started to get really religious, so I tried not to think of her that way. It was actually going well for a long time- like I was totally over her. But I have to say, like a year or so after all that stuff went down, we were out sailing (not like a date or anything romantic like that), and she was wearing like the hottest bikini I've ever ****ing seen and it brought back all the old feelings. Sigh.

A little while later she actually wound up with my friend from before (the sexual tension guy). I can't say I was surprised.

But even after she was shacking up with my friend, there was one time we were at a party... my friend was inside, and my sister and I were outside alone. It was a really intimate moment. I think something might have happened, except that I killed the mood when I told her that Darth Vader was our father and that I had to go face him.Before you read this: Please don't judge me... I'm just sharing my story because people asked...
 
 
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 18:40:32 (permalink)
Is it wrong to say that I was totally taken in ?
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 18:57:50 (permalink)
Got me too.

 
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 18:58:00 (permalink)
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Is it wrong to say that I was totally taken in ?




Nope.
 
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 19:03:39 (permalink)
Nah, dunt matter.

 
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 19:11:29 (permalink)
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but it's late and I'm sleep deprived so i guess I'll just write it now and regret it in the morning :/

 
..not to be a smart-arse, but this kinda blew it straight away...





I live in teh Chinaz, donchyakno?!
 
pfft... americans.
 
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 19:16:04 (permalink)
Crap.
post edited by bitman - 2017/04/01 21:16:50
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 19:16:47 (permalink)
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but it's late and I'm sleep deprived so i guess I'll just write it now and regret it in the morning :/

 
..not to be a smart-arse, but this kinda blew it straight away...





I live in teh Chinaz, donchyakno?!
 
pfft... americans.
 
/maximum trolling




Except James is an Englander living in Scotland. 

 
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 19:18:32 (permalink)
let it sink in for a moment...
 
now laugh... LAUGH DAMN YOU!!!
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 19:21:21 (permalink)
ha

 
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 19:37:45 (permalink)
THAT.  WAS.  BRILLIANT!!
 
 

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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 20:09:32 (permalink)
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THAT.  WAS.  BRILLIANT!!



 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Hey, Jude. S'up?
 
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 21:19:04 (permalink) ☼ Best Answerby Beepster 2017/04/01 21:30:04
Hey Beepster,
 
Took balls to open up. Last time I opened up a different topic, I got fired.
 
Far as I know, biology has us less attracted to siblings so we don't mate and pass on defective recessive genes. The underlying subconscious check and balance has worked it's way to the conscious level into legal systems and moral dogma. You get horny over your sister and there is no limit to the condemnation you will face if you admit it.
 
Human instinct to keep the race going is however strong enough to overpower the taboo. Girl in a bikini is a girl in a bikini to a healthy male.
 
Thanks for sharing, and no condemnation or moralizing on my part. Give yourself a deserved break from any guilt feelings.
 
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 21:23:22 (permalink)


 
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 21:27:18 (permalink)
I saw what you did there.   AND EWWWWWWWWWW!

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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 21:29:22 (permalink)
There are not enough L's, U's and Z's in the world to express my emotions at this singular point in time.
 
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/01 23:56:09 (permalink) ☄ Helpfulby Beepster 2017/04/02 00:13:02
Well now I'm just totally incest! 

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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/02 00:37:15 (permalink)
Just kinda makes you wonder who knocked up who, to father Rey. I mean really! It's like:
 
"Hey _ _ _ _, if you have this baby, were gonna have to dump her on some desert planet and never come back for her. No one! I tell you no one, can know we had this kid." As if you couldn't tell with her being all natural with the gift and all.
 
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/02 04:02:32 (permalink) ☄ Helpfulby jude77 2017/04/02 19:07:04
The Farce is strong with this one...

 
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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/02 14:28:58 (permalink)
I thought someone had stolen your login.
Reading it on the 2nd of April didn't help.

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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/02 14:36:17 (permalink)
How could she even hear you through the cinnamon rolls?

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Re: I gotta get something off my chest... 2017/04/02 22:53:50 (permalink)
Pictures or it dinnit hapun.
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