Congrats to you zungle! That's a MAJOR accomplishment. You can accomplish anything if you commit to it. When I was fighting my addiction to narcotics due to the cancer treatments I was told I would be an addict the rest of my life. Now that I am over the cancer treatments and all that came with it the addict thing never appeared. I didn't have the cravings like everyone said. I don't have any desire for narcotics at all!!It never happened and I am so grateful for that. Good luck and best wishes for the future for you and your family. As long as you have your health and family life is good!