William, I know you're not a bad guy, I realize how serious you are about music, and I respect the way you dealt with challenges in your life not of your own making. So please accept this in the spirit in which it is given, which I am posting publicly instead of sending a PM because I believe several others could benefit from this advice about how to have a better SONAR experience as well as a better forum experience.
Upon encountering a perceived anomaly, your first stop should be the documentation. I looked at the help file, because I was concerned that perhaps the information you wanted was somehow not included. But I found this in under 45 seconds:
I'm sure that more than 45 seconds of your time and the forum's time has been taken up addressing your query. The forum is my
last resort for finding a solution to anything I encounter. My preferred order is 1) SONAR's Help, 2) Google search using site:forum.cakewalk.com as a starting tag, and 3) if I can't find an answer, only then do I go to the forum and call upon the community for assistance. But I do that very rarely, because the first two options generally solve any problems.