John I appreciate your coming out of the yoga closet so to speak Your narrative rings of truth and it was not my intent to drag you through the coals I feel you know why I needed to ask Next week when you say you are a space alien I will defer fractured judgment until I have tried to understand your side of the story
No need to document your training ordeal for my sake
Since YOU asked about my involvement with yoga
I began the discipline at 3 years old My childhood was beautiful way more than can be described I was the child of two saints but on different pathways
It was somewhat like living with parents who one was a catholic and one a protestant They had different understandings but let their differences lay in the background and they celebrated their common beliefs
My mother was a devotee of Paramahansa Yogananda. My father a hard core tantric in the Ananda Marga lineage.
From the age less than one years, I sat upon the lap of my father or mother during their meditation This was home
When it came time for my formal training there were the two paths of my mother or father My father said that I should follow the pathway of my mother Her entry point to a higher understanding was a path strewn with flowers My father’s path was filled with thorns He said that if he was given a son, the child would follow in his path As it turned out I was an only child and my father never had a son to follow the Ananda Marga ascent
Curious manifestation of being a precocious child. My early years were filled with blissful celebrations There was never a week that went by that either my father or mother had the house flooded with saints and Acharyas I was totally surrounded with love with devotion and technology delivered in the guise of Grace
As such and having started spiritual discipline at an early juncture many of the gifts of insight given only to babes was maintained There was the memory of past lives which for most recede before self awareness at around age 5 is fully grounded to deal with the current experience There were the fields of auras emanating from everything animate and inanimate I thought everyone knew this until I found different This made me the odd ball once I entered public school Cast out and rejected even if I knew I had the higher ground
So I have a question swami John not related with what I am bleeding my heart out about
My father said that between him and my mother, there were major philosophical differences between his fire and brimstone path and my mother’s flower and perfumed laden sadhana.
Dad studied deeply a book called Ananda Sutram. He claimed that the entire universe was explained in a text less than a quarter inch thick He said that here were major contradictions between his philosophy and my mother’s philosophy He was so proper We studied Ananda Sutram together by light of a candle but he did not touch on what he considered to be irreconcilable differences He wanted to spare me
I’m a big girl now looking back at what happened I see no contradiction
Any idea what the problem is or was As an Acharya even if a former Acharya can you cast some Light on this If anyone has a handle on Ananda Sutram you guys are the rock stars
Respect what you went through to elevate the human condition Winds of karma are surely blowing in your favor even if you bailed out for valid reasons