Well you certainly don't need to feel silly.
I think most of the members that you seek have moved on to greener pastures. I would like to have kept in touch, but as life goes, so do members of forums.
I'm sure some of them still use P5, (as I do) for if nothing more , for as least a scratch pad. Even though I'm still just a hobbyist, and will never reach the acclaim as many of you, I still can recognize good and practical software. Sonar is great, (and I use it every day) and once I have an idea sketched out I go right to it, but P5 is so simple and quick, it's hard to explain that it is just the right tool when you need it. Cake really missed the boat on this one. They have tried so hard to best the competition that they let a very good program (and it's followers) slip right through their hands.
Bigger is not always better.
Cake ............. you at one time were a leader .............. now you are chasing the the other brands. ................ Stop .............. go back to the day when you were the originators, not the followers.