Your voice is fine, in fact I'd say very good. Perhaps try a little less hard (AKA relax a bit more).
Sing at an angle up into the mic to help open & relax the throat and its 'singing bits'*. Make sure your throat is warm (some hot honey and lemon perhaps) and steer clear of phlegm/mucus producing foods for a couple days before recording (i.e. dairy and wheat products).
Listening to yourself is a bit like seeing yourself in a photo; you finally see** how others see you, not how you usually see yourself, so it's always a bit weird; your visual mirror image has its nose pulled out through the back of your head***, and your own voice is highly modified by your bony sound-box (skull).
I thought originally this thread was for advice on how to treat a vocal part to make it ugly (e.g. lo-fi, bit-reduction type stuff) :-)
* - a medical term
** - see meaning hear, or see, or both
*** - mirrors do NOT reverse left and right