Haha. I recently decided I'd like to learn a bit of programming. A fellow forumite has offered to help me a bit and suggested tcl. I have the books and sample files and everything I need, with one exception. The type of brain wiring that's necessary to think like a programmer.
Whenever I get some time to devote to learning I find it isn't long before my head hurts. It feels like I have a square head and trying to fit it into a triangular hole. Maybe my brain just isn't designed for the thinking that's required. My brain gets knotted up with the deeper aspects of using MIDI as well. Maybe there's a lesson in that? Don't know.