By way of explanation for my question(s) here, part of my "problem" if you will is that I have been trying to ride two horses with one ass and the time had come for me to choose. Let me explain. By circumstance, I started with both SONAR Studio (later upgraded to Platinum) and Reason 6.5 (now up to version 9). I like them both but for very different reasons. With Reason, it's a rack metaphor and since I worked on telephones key systems and tech control systems for a long time in the Air Force, racks with wiring on the back just seem like home to me. I also have learned to appreciate synths a lot since I got Reason, plus it's frankly pretty simple to wrap one's head around the basics of it's use. Of course the downside is that as a guitarist, the "amp modeling" is sub par (IMHO) and I'm still trying to figure out CV inputs and how I can make use of them. Also, the community is largely into EDM which I am OK with, but not where I want to be in my life musically. But I digress.
SONAR on the other hand is far more technical in nature (to me) and it wasn't immediately approachable to me because I couldn't figure out at first how to make my controllers work (later realized I don't really need them lol), and the sheer plethora of options in the Preferences section had my head spinning at first. Throw in concepts like Pro Channels, Sends, Buses, Patch Points and Aux tracks and I was simply a bit overwhelmed by it. But the amp sims and drum offerings are excellent and once I began to see things clearer, I really started to like it a lot and I feel it is probably far more capable and is therefore the one I'd like to settle into learning the actual art and science of audio engineering.
I am nearly 58 years old and this will never be a career and I know that. I am doing it because I love music, I love working on complex problems and figuring them out. I am a self taught programmer for example, getting my degree in CompSci after I was already employed as one. I like complex problems so much in fact, I have been learning two DAWs literally at once and I think it's just time I REALLY learned one or the other (because they both are remarkably different from one another functionally) and the one one I am settling into is SONAR. It is better supported in my opinion, this forum is very helpful and a lot less snarky in my opinion (they eventually closed the PH forum for all the bickering that went on there) and now that I have been finally getting to really know SONAR, I really like SONAR better. So that's why I asked, and have been asking other questions so I can get off the fence and get down to learning the trade, not the tools.