Boy do I know that! Since you started in 2014, you might not know the story, but during the so-called "credit crunch" in 2008-9 I got wiped out. I lost houses, a vehicle and over $820,000... As part of this I was forced to sell (at HUGE discounts) all of my music studio. Over $130,000 worth of gear gone for pennies on the dollar. All because of a lot of illegal financial manipulation by the Federal Reserve I find out later.
So, I've been starting over since and only recently have I begun to see a future with gear back in it. My luthier "bought" one of my custom guitars back from me and he's still finishing another (paid for, but on hold for years). I'm hoping to get them back soon which will only start the usual "I need this! And that!" again! LOL. First step: Make enough to move to a house large enough to have things in. I literally could not put a 1x12 and guitar stand in the room I'm in now (can you say "tiny?"). Can't wait to get started again!