Well then for my character reference, the only place that can provide it is my last employer .... And they told me I was too slow to work for them again :(
But they did also say good things, but I never wanted to speak to them again.
I should really look into volunteering at the NHS soon. I always wanted to work there but didnt think I could due to my bad grades on my Biology major (I actually Major / Minored in Human Biology with Music, and yes thats about as useless as it sounds).
I am the dumbest asian.