Hi,
I just call it a night ... turn off the computers, get the earphones, go to the CD player or turntable ... and blast away for an hour ... when you gotta have it ... you GOTTA HAVE IT, adn sometimes inspiration is like that ... and no _____ is gonna help ... it's about you, not anything else.
Being that I'm single and 62, and never married, I have had a few of these, but these days, I don't care anymore ... since I found out that the majority of downers and bummers had to do with expectations ... and I decided that those be damned to hell and gone and it's made my life a lot better and easier to deal with ... and less emotional ... I don't get all fess'd up when I get another letter saying that they will not be able to support or allow a grant for me to make another film ... it's ok ... if it happens it does, and if does not happen, it does not happen, and this way, if someone at the Coffee House doesn't like it, and thinks I'm an idiot, it doesn't matter to me ... I'm a Charter Member of the "How Sweet to be an Idiot" club and I love it ... and sometimes I think that more folks in the Coffee House need some Randy Racquel's so they .....
Who cares!?
Now I'm gonna put a list of music to listen to! ...
I'm starting with Ryuichi Sakamoto's "Heartbeat" from his album "Heartbeat" ... end of story