For me, most of the time it's like going downstream in a speedboat at full throttle.
But occasionally it's like going up a ski slope with an elephant strapped to my back.
Other times it's like being strapped up in a straight jacket whilst trying to navigate a river full of crocodiles.
Rarely, it's like being sucked into a black hole, torn to a trillion pieces then miraculously rematerialized in a parallel universe.