OK, I have read a bit about Vipassana
. It reminds me of what was accomplished by the use of things like LSD in earlier days. Psychedilic drugs will force you to see things as they are, whether you want to or not. Of course, you'll see a lot of other things too... but you WILL come face to face with yourself.
Vipassana sounds interesting but I am not sure at my age that I could endure it. I am glad you are seeking to better yourself and I wish more people searched for truth. I will pray for you that you will find what you seek and be truly purified... and don't read anything into that, I don't mean anything other than wahat I said. I am being sincere. I truly wish you well and am impressed that you are seeking something more from life.... purity. It is a noble quest.
J