IMPORTANT: I am not just talking about myself alone and saying that I am all great and better than anyone else here (but me having this ability of creating songs in my head has given me this idea of musical mental talent to talk about. Again, not just talking about myself--I'm also talking and asking about the musical minds of others with such musical ability as well because I am interested in knowing about such an ability and if one can actually consider this a talent. I am not this type of person at all to brag, have an ego, etc. I am just talking and asking about how talents work and just the idea of having the mental talent of creating songs in your head alone. Everyone here has taken my information the wrong way. FINAL EDIT: I already have been making learning and physically making music a positive part of my life (it's just hard for me sometimes because I wish to get back to do what I do normally--playing videogames in dealing with some bad thoughts I have).
But I will perfect these songs for what they are in my head and their power will be revealed. I no longer wish to be in this worthless situation/position anymore where I'm perceived as someone I'm not (someone with no talent just wasting everyone's time) and the information I'm posting being taken the wrong way. Which is obviously the reason why I'm learning music now. I truly wish to be a good person and wish others to perceive me the same as well.
I am using this as an example and to see what people have to say about this and what this specific individual should do in a situation like this.
If there is someone who only enjoys coming up with musical ideas (in this case, songs in his/her head) and enjoys learning and physically making music, but doesn't feel comfortable getting away from what he/she normally does and only wishes to go back and continue doing that one thing.
Now this person has gained vast knowledge from listening to music, and based off that knowledge, has produced songs in his/her head (songs that are, in fact, to be the next best songs in a movie or somewhere else). Without knowledge, this person would not be able to create any song in his/her head. So this is where this knowledge would come from (from listening to other music). It is obviously knowledge that can't be used in physically making music and the person does not know what that knowledge actually is (again, it is a type of knowledge that only the person's mind alone uses in making music--the person does not know how his/her mind is creating music, but when he/she focuses in creating a great song, it will happen).
This person has created these powerful songs in his/her dreams (as well as other great songs in his/her head in the waking world). Now this person has a goal--which is to perfect these songs into the real world so that they will be known by others, but has no musical experience and has it in his/her head that he/she wishes to learn and physically make music, but however, when he/she goes and does it, sometimes he/she just feels like they should just go back and do what he/she does normally in life. Also, when you are first learning to make music, you cannot create your music at this point (so the idea of creating your music is shoved off into the distant future and all that's left now is just the physical aspect of making music alone in order to experiment and learn more, and of course, to just have fun which can be a hard aspect at first for this person).
Now for example, if you were to do nothing in physically learning and making music and just keep your musical ideas in your head. But what's the use of having such a mental talent that you are not allowed to physically pursue (due to your inability to enjoy other things in life and that you only enjoy making music in your head and just expressing your ideas alone and nothing more)? Again, I enjoy physically learning and making music--I just only feel that I need to escape reality sometimes and just go back playing my videogames. Also, this person would be a musician (a composer who only composes music in his/her head--but that's it. This person is not a composer physically). I mean, I bet many people would say that this person is no musician and has no talent. But again, this talent is something special and different (something that others do not recognize) as it doesn't exist in the real world and exists within this person. This person clearly has a natural mental talent to have created such powerful songs in his/her head, but has no natural talent or desire for physically making music.
EDIT:
Now I'm just using my song here as an example in case anyone here can actually make this out (and also because this is what this music website is about--sharing your music that you've created). .
And about this one song that came to me in a dream (right here, although it is completely flawed and such and you might not even be able to make it out right now):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBmpkXTlDYE It is, in fact, an intense action choir song with a heroic tune with it. But am I crazy in actually feeling how powerful it is and saying that it's the next best song for a new Zelda videogame trailer? Perhaps I am (although I truly feel that is what I say it is). Also, how does this work (one's feelings in music when this person feels the way about a certain song the way he/she does)?