Beepster
Hi, indeed.
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Anyhoo... you're a weird cat. Moshie but I will say this...
I have never once questioned whether you are an artist or not.
No worries ... had a conversation with Edgar Froese one time, and we're talking about "art" ... and he says ... "art does not exist! It's just a moment in time!" ... and you can certainly say and feel that about his music. Those are my teachers!
I talk "art" a bit too much, even though I honestly do not believe in it as much as most folks think, but I do have some appreciation for a lot of different things, and by historical standards and descriptions, a lot of the modern stuff belongs, and is being ignored. You can say, that at the very least, I am doing my best to ensure that our time gets remembered. We deserve that for a lot of creativity!
I try, and my poetry is probably the better work, but even it is not "understood", in its visual-ness at all ... but from a director's point of view, me thinking that the audience will think this and that ... is by far the stupid'est thing ever.
I'm like a tree, or flower, or anything else ... it might get noticed, and it might not and get taken away by the wind ... it comes and goes ... nothing more ... nothing less.