Spacey, (Michael is it?),
I went to your music page and listened. First off, I read your rant, I feel that way a lot :). I wasn't born here in the US, I was in the UK and emmigrated to Australia in 1965. I believe generally when it comes to my opinion I give, I am unbiased, I certainly don't suffer from the US PC mentality I have run into a LOT! over the 10 yrs of my life I have spent off and on here.
I have been making music 42 yrs this year, and I turn 52 next month. In that time I have spent a lot of time playing live and being priviledged enough to have worked with some of the greats of the music industry, and recorded with a few of them. When it comes to my own music, I ALWAYS have difficulty, when I try to do it on my own, of a) being objective and b) knowing when it's done.
First thing I learnt when recording was to listen to real stuff. Imagine what the band sounds like on stage, emulate that placement etc. Second, if you can, get hold of raw tracks of someone elses song, and mix it, knowing how it goes. Truly, ears are trained over time, and you learn what is right. Some have more natural affinity than others, and we all interpret what we hear differently.
Ok, lecture over, sorry If I have stepped out of bounds. Personally, I think what I heard, and I did listen to about 5 of your tunes, was perfectly capable, to the right market. Is that market there?, who bloody knows frankly. We all suffer from it, my wife has stood by me and poured well north of 6 figures of various world currencies over the last 25 yrs into my songs. I am truly lucky she is my soul mate, and fellow lyricist.
At the end of the day, we all love music, it's why we make it. It's what fuels our souls, and burdens us on our emotions.
Tony