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Which only goes to show - if you seek meaning through public recognition, you better be prepared because fans are quite often just like those people who believe that Clapton wrote Cocaine. Having such people worship you doesn't mean crap... I'd feel dirty if I had to not only put up w/ those people but please them w/ my music.
of course not, as a matter of fact I m more like JJ Cale in nature and hate crowd
For me the sign my song is good enough is that I can listen to it along with other songs.
A couple of years ago, I was going through a very dark period of my life - pretty much everything was going down hill.
I remember one night when I finally felt the need to get out of my head and see some friends I had neglected. I dropped by unannounced and when I walked in, a bunch of friends and strangers were there,
casually listening to a song I had written years before - it was just another song in a playlist squeezed in between The Cure, Killing Joke, Depeche Mode, Kraftwerk, Joy Division and NIN and such...
That almost brought a tear to my eyes. To see people listening to MY music casually, w/o me asking "would you listen to this?" or w/o even paying that much attention to it. Man, that was powerful.
I've had songs on the radio back home, in movie festivals in Europe, I've played for reasonably big crowds and had people sucking up to me and my band... But nothing ever made me feel like that one insignificant moment.