bapu
Starise
I don't know if you have ever been at that place where you know you know and you know why you know
In the book I'm reading right now, the Nobel Prize author would say that most of the time this is the result of heuristic thinking.
There isn't a single mystic out there that has not stated this, or shown it.
Pretty much a lot of my ideas were formulated, the day that I stated to my family at the Monastery of the Jeronimo in Lisbon, that there were things going around that ... were not things ... they were "energies" and they were not the reflections from the glass by the sun into the building ... and those "entities" had "life" ... but all anyone could tell me was ... "you're imagining things little boy" ... and of course, one of the things I found out real quick in the arts was? ... there were others that also "saw" these things ... and they talked about it, wrote about it and created music for it!
(that's the place where Vasco da Game and other digniteries are buried, btw)
And then one day in LA, when we went to see the Tutankhamen thing the first time, I had a really good friend that was a psychic and he was good and all that ... but we were good friends and shared music like crazy! I was the only other person he ever met that shared the love for far out and different music! We walk in and I told him ... I don't like this ... there is a high pitch wail/scream that is really annoying and I don't want to be here. And of course the place was full!
So 4 years later the exhibition comes back to LA, with exactly the same items! ... and it was empty .. no one cared. And Pete and I thought ... that's weird ... and we went to check it out ... that wail/screm was gone ... and we knew right away that it was what got people's attention.
Now, I can say that Bapu was the reason why that was there ... and he did not get his million for it!
All my inner studies, and I was an avid reader from these days, starting with John Lilly, Robert Monroe, Edgar Cayce, T Lobsanga Rampa, Gurdjieff, Crowley, Dion Fortune, Carlos Castaneda, Lynn Andrews, Marlo Morgan, Marlilyn Tuneshende ... doesn't matter the name ... have always been ... attempts at studying these things better ... and if I have one deadly fault for people that don't like it, is that I assimilate the creation of music, of your poem, or you everything ... a part of this puzzle, and this confuses folks badly ... makes them have to take stock, care and attention to their inner side ...
The rest is easy ... it's all about the "translation" ... no kidding!
Stop thinking that creativity is something that someone can annoint you with! That is the social design telling you that you are not a "chosen" one!