SuperMarioGamer
kennywtelejazz
Aye Carrumba ,
The OP want's to be accepted and Loved for a desired skill he has no training or apparent talent for right ?
Then People in The Know here on the forum have tried to help him find a pathway to getting the skills he needs for his chosen desire , yet he won't listen to them or the others that have gone before him with much more experience. Right ?
And now the icing on the Cake is the whole World is supposed to lower it's standards to embrace and reward The OP for having tried ?
Yeah Right Good Luck on pulling that one off 
Kenny
I get what you are saying, but you are missing the context in which I explain my case. Read my posts in this topic rather than just my opening post to get the full picture.
I have read every post so far including the one where you even brought your own mother into this thread ....
What is it that you are expecting or hoping that I will say to you ?
What ever it is ......Don't hold your breath sport .
You haven't swayed me on any level .If anything your whole little routine and dance is coming off as nothing more than very unprofessional and misguided due to your personal inability to accept sound guidance in the very area you want to learn and get better at ...
IMHO , Your argument is very weak ...take an action .....$hit or get off the pot or you can fish or cut bait .....
Why not Stop wasting peoples time around here and learn what you need to learn ....is that not plain and simple enough for you ? ..
I hate to put it to you that bluntly , but then hey man , I was brought up with tough love and I wouldn't change a thing .
Kenny