Yeah, these days it seems to be.
It is infuriating me and it ain't good. Like I'm literally starting to slip into some bad headspaces I've fought long and hard to wall off.
All will be well and I can't get sucked down into those old filthy holes again... but sometimes circumstance just decides to show me exactly my place in the cosmos with a good physical and/or psychological beatdown.
Just gotta ride it out. I always come out the other side somehow... and I'm sooooo close to being in a better place I can't frucking crack now in the final stretch.
/crazy sleep deprived gimp whining