Looks like Bhav's gonna need a blast of thorazine too.
 
*summons the men in white coats*
 
this one seems like a biter so use any force necessary, fellas...

Beepster
Looks like Bhav's gonna need a blast of thorazine too.
 
*summons the men in white coats*
 
this one seems like a biter so use any force necessary, fellas...

Actually Diazepam would work for me, but I've been waiting for 4 months now and still no appointment letter for my referral to an NHS shrink.

Benzos ain't the answer, dood... if you got real issues.
 
You need a properly monitored* script for one of the modern SSRI drugs.
 
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Selective_serotonin_reuptake_inhibitor
 
*By properly monitored I mean it might take the docs a few whacks to get the right drug and dosage for your chemistry. This can be a long and frustrating process but does eventually work for most people.
 
Yer bent but you ain't that bent. It should be likely a low dose of one of the less intrusive drugs.
 
Of course a better life acheived through self acheivement is the better medical recipe for most people but the way the world is these days some folks need some chemical balancing to actually acheive that (if at all).
 
I know I've been bustin' yer balls but if you are serious... that is my fer realz advice and I wish happiness and good health to you (without benzos and sh*tty McD's food... lol WTFdonteatthatcraplikeEVAR).
 
peece

Im already on SNRIs (venlafaxine), SSRIs were weak and did nothing. 
 
Dopamine meds would be great, but they dont allow those on prescription in the UK for mental health stuff.
 
McDs food isnt ****ty! Its pretty amazing.

No, McD's is frucking poison and someone who seems so addicted (and is already in the system) would likely benefit FAR more from the following...
 
1) Stop eating crap. ie: Learn to cook at home and bloody well do it. It's cheap and good and I pretty much NEVER eat anything that hasn't been made with my own two hands (I also worked in kitchens for many years so know how grody things can get).
 
2) Make sure you get at least SOME form of exercise. You've mentioned pain issues. Get a local pool membership (you can likely get a discount if you are disabled). Even just bobbing around in the water at first will help. If there are water therapy classes available, take them. Pool shiz takes the weight off of things so you can get some exercise with less pain/damage. Also try to get some physiotherapy and ask the therapist to give you a routine to do at home every day.
 
Recovery is haaaaaard and tedious work. Do it religiously and life will figure out a way of getting better on its own.
 
If you are too much of a [REDACTED] to do that then the only advice I have left is...
 
*fart*

MC DONALDS IS GOOD FOOD, EVERYONE KNOWS THIS.