I remember as a young child that I was incredibly jealous that I wasnt allowed to play with dolls or polly pockets as I wasnt a girl. Being forced to live a cisgender life was horrible. And all my role models were female singers, mostly Beyonce and Alicia Keys.
Everytime the media would try to hype up male celebrities I just couldnt get it. Will Smith and early day Justin Timberlake with that horrid noodle hair were not who I wanted to be like when I grew up.