Bhav
I have to take more pills than you and they arent even strong enough.
I should be on adderall but that stuff is extremely hard to get prescribed in tne UK. Still waiting for more mental health appointments.
They keep canceling mine. I say if my cell isn't working call my buddy and he can get a hold of me. It's like the services here in America don't want to even try to make sure their clients are any sort of happy. They just want to wait until the client goes nuts because of the neglectfulness of the services they ask for (and are then accused of misusing them, further aggrivating this) so they can issue a 302 (involuntary petition), then the doctors there behind all sorts of special legal boundaries can practice what they please with the patient. I've never come out of a hospital on less than 7 different medications.
I honestly feel bad because I ripped blended case management a new one about their behavior and she said that I had a right to be upset and she wishes I seek elsewhere that didn't have such stingent policies. Said she's ready to quit.
Like really what is the point in filling out the "Back up contact" section of a form with information they will never utilize because of policy, even if you sign a release form for them.
I've been trying to get back on my Concerta for 2 years now. Helps a lot I have ADD and some anxiety. I know that struggle. Concerta is better than Adderal even but still considered a controlled substance because of the idiot druggies that don't need the medications abusing them. It puts up legal barriers that makes it tough for anyone with a legitimate condition get the treatment they need.
I have always stood against those dealers pushing pills or substances. Its almost like every one I leave standing is one more turn in the noose for successfully getting the treatment I need. So I support Military, Police, Rescue, and EMT, because they hate 'em just as much as I do. Its like the story of the deadbeat mom cooking meth several feet away from her children, then they all go up in flames and the cadiever team and the corinor have a field day. A man doesn't come out of that one without a stiff drink.
So then I reinstalled Cakewalk, and I was um...happy. Because the software is so awesome I can put all my minor pentatonic horror music to track and let all the hatred flow out for a little while! Yeah.
How's that for staying on topic, jeebas? YEAH!
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Thanks to any Cakewalk dev who actually read this mess. Really. I don't buy expensive product licenses because I have to. I do it out of respect. The program literally saved my skin as a teen. Was given a copy by a producer out of Detroit, Michigan. Kept me the hell out of trouble. He used ProTools but he said, "You want to make music, start with this. Merry Christmas."