Friends,
Don’t want to clog up the respected forum with thread worn topics, but just to share a progressive change in perspective.
Was making an easy six figure income as a clinical pharmacist. Anything to buy, upgrade was pocket change, so was always seeking the latest and greatest. Upgrade, buy, use the toy for a couple days and then have the temporary thrill drop off into oblivion. Forgot everything I was buying and even tried to buy duplicate licenses for what I forgot I already purchased.
Chose to retire from the rat race in good grace. Now living in old age on a vegetable social security check, me and the wife. All is too much well, even if the norm says we are living below the poverty level and should be suffering without the ability to do an E. coli Bahama cruise.
But then the real thing hit. Have to be more restrained on vst and vsti purchases. Can always go back to work if the fever sets in again, but getting more comfortable into the retirement identity. Have to thus be more careful in the face of the GAS disease.
Three months out and have upgraded Revalver for $49 which I had planned since it first came out once I secured the warez crack. Got two of the fire sale one dollar libraries, Air something and a Sonivox something else dragging down hard drive real estate.. Makes the total credit card drain at $51 for 3 months, and even this too much in retrospect.
This may sound obscene, but receding from the newest latest and greatest, the ultimate fire sales if you act now, the once in a lifetime 20% off upgrades. New to die for reverb or echo. Starting to lose interest. Already got the effects, and in retrospect, too many of them that only obscure the primordial goal of making music.
Got all the synths and vst effects any human deserves or can use in a lifetime.
Crossed some maybe intellectual or practical brink. Realized that I don’t need nothing else and even the sense of needing something else is a defective mask obscuring native creativity. That latest real vintage accurate modeling compressor of some iconic hardware thing that will make your creativity soar to new heights for a mere $100. …Meh… So much Maya as the ancient Hindus advised.
Love to all of you,
John