savageopera
You have continually used the words great and greatest describing your imaginary "mind music." This is a purely subjective analysis on your part. IMO MJ wrote a handful of of respectable tunes but mostly recorded songs by other writers. IMO the rabid fans of his mostly "pop fluff" hits are more interested in his media persona than the integrity of the songs. His personal conduct was deplorable and certainly not to be lauded on any level. The word "fan" comes from the word "fanatic". As for video game music, I'm sure some of it is respectable although not intended to be appreciated by enlightened audiophiles. However, IMO the myriad of fine musicians and composers that go unmentioned in your "greatest" comments
can stand on their own merits. My views are subjective also but are not browbeaten into the forumites here. lnsread of obloviating, quit posing and begin composing so you will have something concrete to discuss. Otherwise, your "wasted potential" argument is only YOUR " wasted potential."

Yes, I already get all of this.  So, I already understand all of this.  But read my previous post which explains that I need my good feelings back to me to find value and worth in my life and composing.  The reason why I am wasting my time here posting is because I am waiting for these good feelings to return back to me.  i absolutely cannot stand pursuing my composing dream without these good feelings.

FEEEEeeeeeliiiiings...
 
Nothing more than...
 
...
 
FEEEEEeeeelllliiings...

Beepster
Well... I don't know about you guys but I certainly feel inspired.

Are you goona now finnish that #1 song?

See watt I dun dare Bee-Piss-Ter?

Here you go......just glad to share some of my good feelings with you.
 
 

Teh pee pee will flow when teh pee pee is ready.
 
As an "experienced" gentleman of a certain age I'm sure you understand.
 
;-)

Beepster
FEEEEeeeeeliiiiings...
 
Nothing more than...
 
...
 
FEEEEEeeeelllliiings...

You say these are nothing more than just feelings.  But I have a different viewpoint here.  It is only my good feelings that give my life value, worth, joy, beauty, etc. since they are the only experiences that have a real quality of value, worth, joy, beauty, etc. in my life.  No other experience has any real quality of those things for me.  It is not a matter of me looking at the experience of my good feelings, projecting a value judgment upon them, and claiming that they are the only experiences that give my life value, worth, joy, happiness, and beauty.  Rather, this is what the experience truly is for me.  There is a big difference between projecting a value judgment upon an experience as opposed to what the experience actually is for you.  As I said before, I am not doing that.  I am not projecting any value judgment upon these good feelings.
 
Imagine a situation like this.  Imagine that you had no ability to experience physical pain and someone started to saw your arms and legs off.  It would not be any horrible experience for you and, therefore, the experience wouldn't be anything at all to you.  But imagine if you could feel physical pain.  Now the experience is the most horrible one for you.  This analogy applies to my good feelings.  When I don't have my good feelings, then all experiences in my life are nothing to me.  But when I do have my good feelings, then everything in my life is filled with the experience of joy, value, worth, beauty, and inspiration.  
 
Experience is everything to life and it is vital that I have my good feelings since they are the only experiences I have to give my life and composing value.  Without experience, then we would either be dead or unconscious.  This means that having value and worth in your life is always an experience which would mean here that I would need my good feelings on a virtually 24/7 basis to constantly generate value, joy, worth, beauty, and inspiration in my life.

SuperMarioGamer

jamesg1213

SuperMarioGamer

Mesh
I ask again.....how does one convey this to a musical audience?

Since there is no way this person can be some sort of psychic who can telepathically communicate the songs he/she has created in his/her head to any musical audience, then his/her only option left is to learn how to replicate the songs he/she hears in his/her mind into the real world.  

Bingo.
 
So, when are you going to make a start on that then?

As soon as I recover my good feelings back to me again since they are the only experiences that have a real quality of value, worth, joy, beauty, and inspiration in my life.  But in the meantime, I was just sharing these words of inspiration to others.  I was giving others insight into some untapped potential.  Since I need my good feelings to compose and am almost to the point of having them back to me again, then I am simply passing up time and posting here in the meantime.  

I can't write a song today because the dog ate my homework....

That was a joke, son. I say, I say... you do get jokes, donchya', son?