Sorry... I was perhaps being a little melodramatic but it has been a stressful few days. Thanks, John and I'm sorry you had to endure that cruel, meandering war. Glad you made it out the other side ok. I wanted very much to be an RCAF pilot and begged my parents to sign me up for cadets when I was a kid but consistently got told I was growing too fast to fit into the cockpits. lol
Probably for the best anyway what with the latent gimpiness. I faced mortality more on street level instead as young man but now all the wars I fight are internal and against disingenuously polite, faceless bureaucracies. In some ways those enemies are much more enormous but at least they won't end with a bayonet in my gullet.
It is however why I approach all this music stuff with such urgency. It steals so much time from me it threatens my mission. I will be ever so ticked if I don't get to leave my stain on this world. I'd even settle for an oddly colored smudge at this point.
Thus the need to understand synths. There is no way I can organize and direct large groups of musicians like I used to let alone teach them my crap and record it. Just glad the tech is there and at the level needed to at least make it possible in a virtual sense.
Cheers.