ALL YOU DID WAS MAKE WEIRD NOISES IN A MICROPHONE!!!!
Here, let me answer your "questions" for the next hundred threads/handles you create.
You have no discernable talent. You have done nothing of value. The "epic" compositions in your head likely suck too but no one will ever know until you actually STFU, put in the work and pull your head out of your a**.
That of course is IF you are genuine which is giving you far more credit than you deserve.
Go away. You have no point. You have no talent. You have no skill. I suggest taking up baking and bothering those forums for a while.
And if this is McQ... seriously dood. Do you not have better things to do with your time?