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sharke

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I will make one more post here for others to reply to.  As I said, I am currently learning how to compose as of now.  But I have no true passion for composing alone in of itself.  My true passion is having these awesome and beautiful songs I've created in my mind to get praised and recognized by as many people as I can find.  It's not about me as a person getting admiration.  Rather, it is about these songs since they are so great, special, beautiful, and powerful to me and they sound like those top of the line songs you hear that are produced by hardcore musical professionals.  The brain is an amazing thing and it can create such songs in your head.
 
Now my composing dream is no different than if you wanted to build a house, but you have no true passion for working with tools and being skilled at building houses.  It wasn't about the process of building that house.  Rather, it was about that house being created since this house is the most special and beautiful house to you and you really want it to be built.  So that is the analogue for my composing dream. I have no true passion for the whole process of composing.  Rather, my true passion is having my envisioned music praised, admired, and recognized by as many people as I can find since it is these songs that are important to me; not the composing.
 
Some people might say that I am not a true composer.  They might call me a composer which would be a poser in the composing art.  But I don't care about that.  I just want these songs in my mind to become a reality and for them to be praised and recognized.  I know this is a set up for failure and disappointment since there are so many factors that could prevent me from achieving this goal such as some fatal illness or disease.  But I am still going to go through with this composing dream of mine anyway and just hope that I achieve my goal.

So basically you're just like 95% of Millennials, who want to bask in the glory of fame and respect but would quite rather skip the whole process of getting there. In other words, you're a chronic dreamer. 

I never said that I was just going to sit there and dream.  I already told you that I was currently learning how to compose as of right now.  I am actually dedicated to composing now and I just hope that I can achieve my goal which is my only reason for taking up composing in the first place.  If I had some fatal illness that would kill me off within a few days, then I would give up since I cannot achieve that goal.  
 
But as long as I don't have such a horrible predicament happening to me, then I will go through with my composing.  Being hit by a car or a bus is something very unlikely and has never happened to me in my entire life.  I live in a safe home and environment.  So the only horrible fatal event I have to worry about are things such as illnesses and diseases.

If you have "no true passion for composing" then that's going to be painfully apparent in your music, unfortunately. Unless you can cite an example of a majestic, spectacular piece of music that was composed by someone who didn't particularly care for composing. 

eph221
You must be an inmate somewhere.  You sound like you're caged.  https://www.davidwolfe.co...lators-say-feel-crazy/

I've actually toyed with the idea of AI bot. 

sharke
 



If you have "no true passion for composing" then that's going to be painfully apparent in your music, unfortunately. Unless you can cite an example of a majestic, spectacular piece of music that was composed by someone who didn't particularly care for composing. 

 
I said exactly the same thing to him the last time he was on here.

sharke

SuperMarioGamer

sharke

SuperMarioGamer
I will make one more post here for others to reply to.  As I said, I am currently learning how to compose as of now.  But I have no true passion for composing alone in of itself.  My true passion is having these awesome and beautiful songs I've created in my mind to get praised and recognized by as many people as I can find.  It's not about me as a person getting admiration.  Rather, it is about these songs since they are so great, special, beautiful, and powerful to me and they sound like those top of the line songs you hear that are produced by hardcore musical professionals.  The brain is an amazing thing and it can create such songs in your head.
 
Now my composing dream is no different than if you wanted to build a house, but you have no true passion for working with tools and being skilled at building houses.  It wasn't about the process of building that house.  Rather, it was about that house being created since this house is the most special and beautiful house to you and you really want it to be built.  So that is the analogue for my composing dream. I have no true passion for the whole process of composing.  Rather, my true passion is having my envisioned music praised, admired, and recognized by as many people as I can find since it is these songs that are important to me; not the composing.
 
Some people might say that I am not a true composer.  They might call me a composer which would be a poser in the composing art.  But I don't care about that.  I just want these songs in my mind to become a reality and for them to be praised and recognized.  I know this is a set up for failure and disappointment since there are so many factors that could prevent me from achieving this goal such as some fatal illness or disease.  But I am still going to go through with this composing dream of mine anyway and just hope that I achieve my goal.

So basically you're just like 95% of Millennials, who want to bask in the glory of fame and respect but would quite rather skip the whole process of getting there. In other words, you're a chronic dreamer. 

I never said that I was just going to sit there and dream.  I already told you that I was currently learning how to compose as of right now.  I am actually dedicated to composing now and I just hope that I can achieve my goal which is my only reason for taking up composing in the first place.  If I had some fatal illness that would kill me off within a few days, then I would give up since I cannot achieve that goal.  
 
But as long as I don't have such a horrible predicament happening to me, then I will go through with my composing.  Being hit by a car or a bus is something very unlikely and has never happened to me in my entire life.  I live in a safe home and environment.  So the only horrible fatal event I have to worry about are things such as illnesses and diseases.

If you have "no true passion for composing" then that's going to be painfully apparent in your music, unfortunately. Unless you can cite an example of a majestic, spectacular piece of music that was composed by someone who didn't particularly care for composing. 

That's not true at all.  I have a true passion for creating music in my head and having that music praised and recognized.  I know these are great and beautiful songs I hear in my mind.  But I rely on certain factors (conditions) to make my composing and my life worth living.  The #1 factor (condition) I rely on to make my entire life worth living to me are my feelings of happiness and enjoyment.  As long as I don't have those feelings due to depression and anhedonia, then that is living my life and doing my hobbies like nothing more than a lifeless statue set in motion.  
 
There literally is no joy or anything for me living like that.  The 2nd condition I rely on to make my composing worth living for is the idea of my music getting out there and getting praised and recognized since that is my goal in composing which is to produce those songs how I hear them in my mind and share them with others.  Sharing my music is a way of connecting with others.

"That's not true at all.  I have a true passion for creating music in my head and having that music praised and recognized.  I know these are great and beautiful songs I hear in my mind. "

I won the lottery in my head once.
 
"The #1 factor (condition) I rely on to make my entire life worth living to me are my feelings of happiness and enjoyment."  

From what I gather so far you are  narcissistic by definition. Good luck being in any kind of relationship or in ever having any kind of responsibility. The only thing you want others for are to admire you. You need to grow a pair and realize the world doesn't rotate around you. Get off your posterior and start making that music. Sorry to be so blunt. If your going to lay it out there, so can I.
 

Starise

"That's not true at all.  I have a true passion for creating music in my head and having that music praised and recognized.  I know these are great and beautiful songs I hear in my mind. "

I won the lottery in my head once.
 
"The #1 factor (condition) I rely on to make my entire life worth living to me are my feelings of happiness and enjoyment."  

From what I gather so far you are  narcissistic by definition. Good luck being in any kind of relationship or in ever having any kind of responsibility. The only thing you want others for are to admire you. You need to grow a pair and realize the world doesn't rotate around you. Get off your posterior and start making that music. Sorry to be so blunt. If your going to lay it out there, so can I.
 

I already am in the process of learning how to compose so that I can eventually make those songs I hear in my mind.  I have already stated this numerous times and I have already stated that the reason why I am posting here is because I do so when I have the free time when I am taking a break from learning how to compose.  After all, that is what this whole forum is about.
 
Even if not too many people admire my music, then my goal was to simply share that music with others because I really want to communicate my vision (my style) of music I hear in my head which is something very bizarre, unique, beautiful, etc.  You might claim that these songs are nothing special or great, but I know what I'm hearing, and these songs, to me, are truly great.  But the only thing that can determine whether these songs are truly great as I say would be for me to produce them later on which is the reason why I am in the whole process of learning how to compose.
 
Lastly, I have no desire for any relationship in the first place.  I have no desire to, for example, dedicate my life to a wife and child since the thing that makes my life worth living is my own personal life of happiness and enjoyment.  I just wish to be happy and enjoy my own personal life.  I don't want to live for anyone else, help anyone else, etc.  Even though I am 28 years old, I am not your typical adult.  I don't contribute to society, have a wife and child, have a job, etc.  I just live like your average kid or teenager who enjoys anime, videogames, and learning how to compose.
 
Nothing else gives my life any joy or value besides my feelings of happiness and enjoyment since they are the only experiences that give my life profound joy, beauty, inspiration, etc.  You might ask why other things in life don't matter to me.  The answer here is obvious.  It is because nothing else gives my life any joy, value, inspiration, etc. in the first place.  Why should something matter to me if it brings my life no joy or value in the first place?  Furthermore, why should I even waste my time with those things?  Why should I waste my time living a life that is not worth living to me at all (which would be a depressed/anhedonic life where I don't have my feelings of happiness and enjoyment)?

Didn't you already try this "composing/having the greatest music in your head thing etc..." with your alter ZeldaAdmirer sign on name?
 
Whatever happened to him?
 
http://forum.cakewalk.com/My-heroic-motivational-Zelda-song-and-other-music-m3111575.aspx
 

Are you Matt?
 

 

Mesh
Are you Matt?
 

 

Yes, but just forget all about that because I produced those "compositions" when I knew nothing about music.  But I am now learning about music and I look forward to producing actual compositions later on down the road.  So forget about my "music."  Just focus on and respond to the previous post I have made and any other posts I make here.

SuperMarioGamer

Mesh
Are you Matt?
 

 

Yes, but just forget all about that because I produced those "compositions" when I knew nothing about music.  But I am now learning about music and I look forward to producing actual compositions later on down the road.  So forget about my "music."  Just focus on and respond to the previous post I have made and any other posts I make here.

You posted that on Youtube 1 week ago ........