I'm a knobs 'n faders guy, too. Like you, I'd been away for awhile before getting sucked back in, in 2005.
It began innocently enough. At first, I just used SONAR as a tape replacement, still with the familiar mixer in front of me and hardware synths. Then I discovered the joys of automation, something I'd never had at home before. From there it was all downhill. Next came samplers and software synthesizers and a too-large collection of plugins.
I went from owning one midrange compressor and one crappy reverb to having a dozen of each - virtual ones, of course. Before I knew it I had a serious G.A.S. (Gear Acquisition Syndrome) problem. That's when I found this place, somewhere I'm not alone, where I can commiserate with others similarly afflicted.
Cerberus, turn back while you still can!