kennywtelejazz
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You are a smart guy and I do get where you are coming from ... Learning how to use a DAW efficiently with any level of creatively takes a lot of work and commitment 
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It got to the point a couple of years ago, that I have not touched anything on my computer setup for over a year ... kinda disappointed in some ways, but discouragement for me is a bad thing, and it has a tendency to interfere with my imagination and "desire" to get there. I'm wanting to get there, but at this time, the wanting is not strong enough, and probably waiting for someone to show up and give me a kick in the butt.
I've even offered to pay for it ... if you can believe it, and it's not like someone has to teach me the ABC's in music!
kennywtelejazz
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Have you started specific threads asking for help on the forum ?
ex, setting up your sound card , setting up your midi , recording audio , editing audio , recording midi ,editing midi inserting synths , inserting plugs , various views and how to work in them ... importing audio , midi , video ....exporting audio , midi , video .....
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A couple of times, but getting stuck, and not being able to get anywhere with it, became way too far and frustrating for that time. Again, as much as I want to get back into it full blast, right now, my head just is not there ... too worried about the Social Security thing, the Medicare thing, and such, and just not in a good space all around.
kennywtelejazz
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If you have tried those things and you still feel stuck . Then it sounds like to me that you just need a little one on one time with somebody to help you along with the basics of using SONAR (or fill in the blank for the chosen DAW )
hang in there .....help may be closer than you think .......
all the best,
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Thanks. It seems like the easiest things are the ones not working ... I can take my cassette player, turntable, microphone and computer, all plugged into the mixer and be a veritable radio station ... and I am actually putting together hours of my "favorite" music (I really don't have favorites since anything can take me away real quick!), and pop it into a mp3 and then CD it and voila ... my own radio station while driving!
(Only have about 25 CD's worth of mp3's with some 40 different bands to listen to in the car. Favorites while driving are usually Can, Hawkwind, Caravan, Guru Guru, Banco, Ange, Mike Oldfield, Vangelis, Tangerine Dream, Ash Ra Tempel, Popol Vuh ... the usual culprits with the so-called "krautrock", probably the best represented.)
Some day ... before I give up ... it might happen. But I'm a bit like an autistic child, that goes with a sound/something and you wonder how he ... where the heck ... but one funny thing. Some 25 years ago, a friend of mine was taking guitar lessons and I decided to take the bass lessons at the same time. And the funny part was learning a song or two (I really did not want to do Chuck Berry, so to speak!), and then while playing as the teacher played his accoustic along, I would always make small adjustments here and there that Mike (his name) always thought were really cool, and suggested that I was a good listener to detail, that should make a good musician ... but I think that somewhere along the way, I got discouraged. None of the things I was doing or learning, were anywhere near what I was hearing and seeing in my head, and that is a problem.
One of the secrets of creativity, is finding that seam, and staying there, and I can do that in writing, directing on stage or film ... but as much as I would love to do this in music ... just not there ... yet (hopefully).
I'll send you something I wrote on a novel ... btw ... to get you a better idea of what I hear.
Some piccies:
http://www.pedrosena.com/homestudio.htm