So your problem here is that you can't talk to yourself ?
That's a form of mental illness ya know. Is it ? Yes, it is. How do you know ? I just do, ok ? No need to get all narky I was only asking. Well don't. I'm very sensitive about it. Right, fine. Pretend I never said anything. Well, that's easy for you to say, but in order to forget it I have to remember what I'm trying to forget...........erm, where was I ?