OK, on my new website, I give away a few songs for free. Why? Because I'm a little older, I have a day job, and I'd rather enjoy other people on earth hearing some of my songs --- rather than depend on a few .99 cent sales, or the massive .0001 cents per stream.
I hear you, I think. You are young and music is how you want to make your living. And the industry you are trying to create your life around is utterly ruthless and doesn't make it easy for you. If I were you, I'd be angry, too, especially knowing that a few others have made it.
It's very much like the NBA, where a million guys play ball but only an extremely talented handful make it all the way to the top for their payday. The rest languish in obscurity. Except in the music industry, it's far less obvious that talent is a criteria that determines success or failure. That's never been more true than it has been today.
You are not wrong in following your passion. You
might be wrong in expecting it to make you a comfortable living. I do not know your situation, but these days, it's really good to have a back-up plan and follow your passion on the side.
My flame suit is on order from Amazon, should arrive any day now. :)
this is a good post but you should write a song about it and post it, so it would fit the song forum!
cheers,
-Tom