There are a lot of uglier/nasty things you can invest in...I've gone thru phases of "no coffee", "no beer/wine" phases to justify spending the duckets on some intriguing new thing. This can be a very positive refocus, as music is beyond all the bullsheist we are urged to become slaves to.
I went thru a phase... bought all the big stuff... Spitfires, HeavyOcity, SL, EWQL, etc... It provided an AWESOME foundation NO studio had available to it a decade ago. I have 6 hard drives full of this stuff... This kind of ended last year as I realized I was overwhelmed and overstocked with clutter I'll never use...
Along the way I'd consistently supported the "little guys"... people I felt a connection with... Like Greg from Orange Tree, Skippy from Plug in Guru, many sound designers like Matt, Luftrum, and Arksun... these folks do amazing things and are just like you and me, strugglin' to survive by doin' what they're compelled to do... I will NEVER stop supporting and connecting with such humans... they are special... Little folk like Dmitry Sches, creating Diversion and Tantra... oh, I love these people and am soooo glad to have come across them and supported them in my meager way.
Looking back, all the IK crap, and lots of the stuff from EW, SL, and many others are totally irrelevant to what I am doing today. But in the end, I have few regrets, as I love the realm we are in and wouldn't trade my choices for all the coke in Afghanistan. I spend duckets on decent stuff... Many don't!