That is very pleasant to listen to, for such a deeply overwhelming moment in your life.
Richard Brautigan, wrote something about a Karma Repair kit, decades ago, that I like, for when we are in these kind of places; (something like this...)
1. Find a quiet place to sleep and get enough of it
2. Get enough food to sustain you and eat it.
3. Be still/quiet until you remember who you are and why you want to be here........
Take care
Michael