Hmmmm, I would cry. In fact, I feel like crying.
I will be going into full voodoo mode tonight. I know most don't believe in that, but I can make it work. You might not get your stuff back, but the perps will experience loss soon. Bad thing is, you won't get to know about it.
Also, and this sounds real douchey, it is a chance to start fresh.
I once intentionally destroyed hard drives with over 6 hours of projects, I smashed them to smithereens with a pick axe and then poured mass quantities of epoxy glue over them. I felt encumbered by the old stuff. I did mix everything down to wav files before I did it, but the projects were gone. There was no going back.
I'm glad I did it. It made me free.
Your loss is incredible, you must feel heart stricken, you have every right to be angry and sorrowful.
I've probably interjected way to much already, so I'm going to take a leave of absence, as what I have said may be seen as uncaring or way out of touch. My apologies if so.
Jesse Q. Screed