i totaly understood the OP's thoughts and your welcome buddy.
if your gathering info thats helpful to you from reading posts on here....i think thats auesome.
i do it too,somedays i come here and just read,no need to respond,i found a few free vst plug ins here from just reading the other night.
this place is a vst container of knowlege.
les im sorry,i have no idea what your rambling on about,i tried to understand..lol...im just not seeing it man.
but good luck to you as well.