stevec
I think this is one of the better things I've from you, Ben. It has structure and melody, but is still anything but "normal". 
Thanks Steve, I'm not neurotypical so yea not normal. I'm a restless creative, and I have the musical lexicon now to really create what I feel and see. This can be done from practicing a certain scale, oh that sounds like death, hurt, pain...happiness, this then can be translated using my music tech skills into crazy music.
Thanks Ben