Reaktor is a lifetime committment... I've always been on the fence with Reaktor.. For one, "if you buy Reaktor or Kontakt directly from NI, the pricing scheme stuffs Komplete down your throat," and I don't want Komplete specifically because, "you can't learn all that." You can only learn some of them, "halfway or poorly, or focus mostly on just Reaktor and FM8 for eg." My second problem is the way, "NI scraps and throws out their tech, and sticks you with synth of the moment, or current version you better upgrade too." Finally, I find the NI sound overly harsh and, "happy go lucky," for lack of a better phrase..
Other than that... yep, I understand what you are saying.. yep, I own more gear than I am using.. oh well.. sometimes I buy softwares and I love em, sometimes they collect virtual dust, while I focus on the ones I love...
Edit = on second thought, fyi.. its not that I am uber materialistic or anything, its the nature of music software imho...