TerraSin, thanks for the comprehensive reply and your take on this. I do understand completely what you are saying, and it has merit. I have done a fair amount of orchestral work in the past (it was a while ago), and have a classical background (from way back), but I prefer to "play" my parts, sculpt them, edit them, etc., and use my ears as the primary tool in my pallette. The amount of time, experimentation, and just plain busywork that it would take is not something I care to do right now, at least not until I have explored other alternatives. For that same reason, I don't spend a lot of time doing sound design, I'd rather focus on the musical relationships; melody, harmony, etc. I don't really have the patience for a lot of trial-and-error random discovery. I realize this is not necessarily typical of today's modern composers, and may limit what I do somewhat. To my ears, I think there are other comparably sounding libraries to choose from (albeit very expensive). It remains to be seen if any of them are as good, or easier to use. If EW's manual (and online support) was better, I would be more than willing to teach myself how to use this--but a trial-and-error method is not really my thing(yes, I actually read manuals!). I even watched a couple of videos, and once I saw them, there was not enough explanation about WHY certain articulations were chosen, they just made their choices and demonstrated it. I need a bit more hand-holding on this. But I do see your point, and perhaps I will change my mind with a little more time.
It's a matter of: do I take out a sheet of music paper and write it all down, or do I record it on my keyboard and edit it from there? I prefer the latter, but many folks feel more creative with pen in hand. And a combination of both is ideal in some circumstances.
I will say that since I do have a month to play around with this stuff, it's worth persisting a little bit for the potential reward. But normally I make quick impressions of things (and people) and I am usually correct in the long run. I feel a bit like a blind pig trying to find an acorn. Anyway, I'm glad I didn't bite on purchasing any of the software, then I would really have felt burned. $30 will not be a disaster, either way. And if somehow I find enough of the products to be useful perhaps I'll decide to continue my subscription.