quantumeffect
I was out at a bar with H not that long ago.  He said that he had lost a small part of himself but, at least to me, he seemed to have a positive outlook on life.  That said, when H was by himself was a pretty radical dude and his early demise did not surprise me.  The funny thing was, when he was with his brother (who coincidently was also named H) ... he was a completely different person.  The two of them just had a real bond and were a gas to be around.