jamesg1213
Without analysing too much, I just enjoy old stuff I've done as pieces of music. I liked them when I recorded them, still do. That simple really.
Same here ... you don't think I can feel exactly how I felt when I wrote "You are no longer a vision, or a poem!"???
As crystal clear as you can imagine ... but my hard-on and excitement about it is a bit different 30 years later ... and it doesn't mean I love that person any less, or can not get excited about having a minute with that person before I die! It (plainly) was something not destined to happen in this life ... and I'm OK with that, regardless. I probably never committed to anyone else in my life, because the series of visions and poems that lasted over several months (not to mention art works), is still very much alive with me ... just a different century, so to speak.
I loved it dearly, and still do.
But it was a different day ... and age ... and time ... and while it might appear I am sad because it didn't happen, I have her and the visions to thank for some of the prettiest poetry I have ever written and some of the best works I have ever created. But if all I can learn from it, is that "inspiration" is what this is all about ... and I am not sure, that is all this is about ... there is more, way more ... then I'm happy ... and thankful!
It's not an analysis for me ... it's reality! The story of my life! However, you could call it .. a dream that didn't happen ... but it was far more than a dream, I can tell you! But for a writer, musician and painter ... it is more than life ... it's your muse and only thing that carries you further than anything else!