I'm almost glad I don't live in a legal weed state. I agree 100% with legalization of course, but I can't help thinking that if it was easier for me to get my hands on, I'd be at the stuff day and night like I used to
As it stands, I have to traipse across to NJ if I want some. So it's very much a "once in a blue moon" (i.e. maybe Christmas and New Year, if I can be bothered) kind of thing. I used to score in Manhattan from this great big hulking Jamaican guy who was as nice as pie and very much a family man, but I was very much aware that he had a gun in the glove box and probably wouldn't think twice about using it if the sh** went down. The trouble was, you had to get into his car and go for a "little drive" so as not to look too shady. But he was fond of rolling down his window and yelling innuendo at attractive ladies, regardless of whether or not they were with their gangster boyfriends. Given that I was usually already stoned and paranoid when I got into the car, I was usually a nervous wreck by the time I got out.
This one time, he pulls up outside the Nuyorican Poet's Cafe on 3rd St. There was a rap freestyle night going on and outside was a line of burly, blinged-up hoodlum types with their sassy looking girlfriends. So he leans over to my side, winds down my window and yells "LADEEEEEZ! Who wants to get in the car and come for a ride with me! Party time!" as their boyfriends seethed and fumed next to them.
And I'm sat there sinking into my seat, the blood running from my face, thinking "THIS is how it happens. THIS," expecting a bullet in the head at any second.
So yeah, being able to skip merrily down to the cafe on the corner and purchase marijuana in gummy bear form from a 120lb hipster would probably make it just a little too easy for me