Thanks guys.
I always have the worst complexes when it comes to my playing - actually, I practically gave up playing altogether for almost 10 years, and focused on writing, as I do see myself more like a songwriter.
It's also intimidating at times when you're surrounded by extremely talented and skilled people. A lot of the friends I've met through my wife just assumed that I was in the same league as them, and it's kind of lame to have to try and set things straight, you know.
But I've been getting back to it, trying to improve a bit. I still feel the most comfortable just playing the blues but I'm learning to try different languages, and generally, just to let go and be myself.
I'm 42, I can't really hold back from things much longer, and I'll never be Yngwie or Danzi. So I've started putting myself out a bit, if only to break that assumption my entourage has that I must be on the same type of level as my wife.
Here's a little 40 seconds snippet I did for fun last night - just me rehearsing and warming up to a back up track I made. To me it's just derivative of basic blues, only, w/ a lot of gain.