Anyway... I just finished compling the timesheet/descriptions of those old X1 Advanced vids Craig did. It was a LOT of work but there is a LOT of cool stuff in those that are going to help me with some things I've got planned. Now I can quickly jump to specific sections whereas before it was just one big blurr in my memory of things that COULD be done but I had no specific idea how. Lots of very detailed instructions so not being able to just skip to important stuff made the vids kind of useless in any practical way. I've had them since I bought X1 Pro Suite (they were some kind of free bonus at the end of the release cycle) and have watched them a few times but only now do I really understand what the heck he's talking about in most of it.
Point is, smashing my brain with all that seems to have helped distract me just enough to stop freaking out and I've accomplished something useful. Now I should probably eat something which should knock out the rest of the sh*ttiness. Hopefully the wackaloons in this building don't start going all smashy/yelly/crazy again tonight like they have been all week. Jag offs.