I'm right there with the 'fear of success' thing.
I'm really into astrophysics, quantum mechanics, how everything is made... how it
all works... that sorta thing. It's the core of me... wanting to understand how things relate and function (part of why music appeals to me beyond personal pleasure).
I thought I discovered something close to 15yrs ago now... still believe in it actually after all this time. I knew that if I was right, that if I could prove my idea right, attention would follow on a large scale. It's now sometimes hard to tell if I still haven't followed through because I fear being wrong or because I fear being right. I've rationalized both sides at this point but the fear of success has been in my mind from the very beginning.
Discovery, new knowledge, it's all cool and stuff... but it's a
really tough crowd out there. It seems that whatever you put before the masses, will always result in someone screaming at you, that you have no right, or they'll just fight you because change sucks to them. /shrug