Hi,
I shed a tear every time I see stuff like this. That as a society we're so detached from our inner selves (the veritable "father"), that we are willing to give up a limb or a part of our inner spirit so easily for ... nothing ... for an empty promise ...
I don't know, and will forever fight it, how anyone can give their body away in pieces, and lose the one part of themselves that caries you further than any other part. You might think that a dollar or two does, or that getting laid every other night does, but in the end, that's not enough, or you are just an empty sack of nothing, and you might as well give it up, because it ain't worth a nickel!
I had a very good friend that was a massive cartoonist, and he had created a character that was being shown on the alternative paper in Santa Barbara, called "Zen Duck" and one day, he decided to quit cartooning, and never drew another one. He was gone a couple of years later. I have always thought that his inner life and spirit was taken away, at that moment, and the cartoons and the humor was excellent, alternative and on the other side of the mirror.
So, in a cynical sort of way, go ahead and quit. If you were in it, because it was the only true love and woman you ever found, you would know what I am talking about, but if you were in it because you thought you could pick up another chick easy, then ... whatever ... see you later ... there will be another boobie prize somewhere, I'm sure!
Talk about selling your soul to nothing! For me that is insane and the biggest goodbye I have ever seen in my 63 years!