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My sole goal is to create songs in my head and translate EXACTLY what I hear in my head (not just the notes, but the exact sounds [instruments] that play). I am, in fact, already able to create tunes and such in my head that I deem to be good. Though my ability is good in this area, I am completely terrible when it comes to getting the notes out and such how I hear them in my head. So I will need training in terms of being able to translate the notes in my head as well as being able to replicate the sounds of the instruments in my head. Could you explain exactly what training I will need in order to become good at those things?
Your head is only 1/2 ( probably less that 1/2 really ) of what is needed, to be a composer that writes with emotion, in my opinion.
Your ears are tiny compared to your whole body, your "core".
Learn to listen with your whole body. Become aware of your whole self.
You're 26 yrs. old and I'm sorry to say I believe that's a very late start to be asking these questions.
(Yoda said: Me thinks he be too old for Jedi training) ... similar story here, but then again someone believed in the young (but not young enough) potential jedi, and helped him make it happen.
You're also making it obvious you have very little life experience when it comes to self awareness, and "how *it* works" ... *it* being the human.
So let me play the roll, for just one post and correct your thinking in a way that was beneficial to me when I was young, and also in a way, to me, that would have helped me never go over to the dark side, as I did for quite a few years. And of course, please realize that everything I say is subjective.
You say: " I am, in fact, already able to create tunes and such in my head that I deem to be good."
There is no "deem" and there is no "good" ... there is only music.
You haven't yet earned the right to judge if it is good or bad. You haven't even proven to any one that it exists. What is your main musical instrument? Play it until it is a part of you, until it becomes part of your core.
You say: "When it comes to music, emotion and getting that emotion across to the audience is the most important thing to me."
That is most certainly the fasted path to the dark side you can ever choose!
The only really truly great music is written by the composer and for the composer, alone.
To care what anyone else thinks about what you do is a grave mistake.
To lust after their praise is an even greater mistake.
Those 2 mistakes will lead you to empty hollow meaningless expressions not fit to be called music.
(You have to earn the ability to do the 2 above by having an equally strong heart to balance that kind of ego / stupidity.)
Short of having a master teacher that is going to watch you play your instrument every day, and box your ears until they hear you actually playing with feeling,
listening, but with every fiber of your being, will be your strongest teacher.
Expand your listening experience to include as much emotional range as possible.
Learn to play specific passages and learn to play them exactly as they are played by the best performers you can find. Learn every nuance of the phrasing and be able to duplicate it exactly.
When you've done that enough the light bulb will begin to glow, but it won't be above your head,
or in your head, it will be in you guts and heart and throat.
If you can listen to these different performances of the same composition and begin to discover what makes them different might be educational.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rIyYIjv88jkhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CeNmzcelwnM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nr13EnHDyD8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KgvPCJqqBGQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xDTqrBLOrik Disclaimer: Everything I say is just one mans subjective point of view.