Okay, you do not "get" the darkness.... That much I finaly understand.
Let me tell you a story. The story of how the Anomaly series came to be.
But let me also preface that. You think you are trying to be helpful. I get that. You think that by saying things like if it were cheaper, or better to your ears, or had more light, or was like something else - that you are in some way helping me. You are not. However, you are fully justified in your own feelings and thoughts.... For that is you...
Anomaly... was born out of my experiences in going through Hurricane Katrina, in New Orleans. People I knew died. I lived through it.
This is not something I really make public. But it was hell.
You want to see the polite version of this? Go here:
http://www.westgatenecromantic.com/photoalbum.htmand visit all of the pages...
You pushed and pushed, and I finally had a bad day reaction. I hope you are happy, I am human.
Anomaly is darkness, it is what is in me, and has been from the beginning, accentuated bt events in my life. It is my vision, my expression of what has come to pass and what may come to pass.
Wasteland is a very real place to me, and I attempt to express that through sound. So forgive me if I think that your suggestions of arps or melodies belong here. They do not exist in this place.