marcus3
Thanks everyone and UbiquitousBubba good point.
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To clear things up I'm 24 I've been playing for 6 years this being my 6th. I do want to be composer and piano player.
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Welcome ... you do know that we are all experts on all things "COFFEE HOUSE" but that beyond here, you are on your own, right?
Composer/PianoPlayer ... I'm not sure one needs the piano to compose these days. You can use the piano to play whatever you want, but it doesn't have to have anything to do with the composition ... maybe you just want to play Greensleeves to the kid watching you!
One part is internal, and sometimes demanding and not fun. The other, is more external in that you end up concerned with everyone's response more than you should.
I think, and I am not an expert in this area, though I have been a writer for 25 years, that you have to get to a point where the external does not interfere with your internal experience that is helping you compose. The day that happens, you might never play again for anyone except yourself.
And then there is ... the composing part. In 10 to 20 more years, having a piano will be a bad joke and the new surrealistic joke will be a broken piano on top of a burro! Only took 85 to 90 years to get what it meant! You will be in front of the computer and try out this ... let's see ... string with a bass ... and you play it here ... nahh ... let's try 5 strings and a bycicle ... that's better, but not Zappa enough ... let's try 3 strings, umbrella and a garden hose ... and it's perfect ... it works ... and you keep it. Using the "piano" to find the right mix, or the right notes, will be crazy, and a waste of learning and effort, specially when you have so many hundreds of other options available to you!
Now comes the bad part. Learning an instrument, will not be the future of music or composition, when so many of the folks creating music, are not even playing the damn thing, and are sampling and what not! Music folks think that their history will live forever, like they will ... and you already know that answer ... so, it might be better to think ahead a bit and realize that one choice you make, does not necessarily help the other. In that sense, a lot of the folks here, in the Coffee House, we're all ... old fashioned ... and trying to learn something new!
If you want to be Billy Joel, fine! ... but "composing" becomes a side effect of your ability, and comes when it comes. Maybe later in life Billy can say ... I put together many songs, but using the word "composing" might not be the right term for what he did!